1258 C'est la vie?

Figuring out what life is for? It's been the undone main quest that has been stucked in the list for years. It's... go over again and over again to material to achieve things, to Love, to live, they need material.
It's not weird if my friend is got broken(?) in her attempt to survive, she would do many things that I'd say, morally wrong. Now she's numbing for many matters, all she got in her head is to survive the college, and if she thinks college is all she have to get through, then she gonna hit another brick, and if she deploy the same method that she think it's work best... Then there she goes, drown into her own light.
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She's doing what's necessary afterall, for some people, most of people, what she's done is fair, they proved it, and they triumphed and "success". But I beg to differ, and here I am, sitting by my desk figuring out life, and "unsuccessful" because I failed to establish the same protocol they do to survive, they call me broken, broken human that deserve nothing, but pity.

0800 The Lightbringer

I cast the Name in my Head,
thumping the very Heart,
it was not sick,
it was not in Love,
it was fine;
There... the appearance,
skip a beat my heart is,
it was not sick,
it was not in love,
it was fine;
Ooo... Revenant of the Name,
drown me in your light,
she gone,
my body crumbles,
it was not sick,
it was not in Love,
it was fine,
but me.

1814 The Man Who Waits

It was 10 years ago, I found something that gonna change my life forever. It is luck that found us each other, in the world where everything is nothing the chance I found It or It being found by other is beyond tiny. It was lying in a life pod, asleep, before I knock the glass and awake, the first thing It do is smiling and waving It's hand, my heart skip a beat.
Venus is It name, written on It's necklage, It told the name to me too. Since that day, It and me live togethere, we're like a double edge sword, I'm sharp on one side while It sharp on the other side. Everything was awesome, until today... This day...
It suddenly said if soon It gotta go, going back to It's home planet, the life pod works like a beacon also a messanger, in 1 week It escort team will arrive. I don't want It to go, in the last 2 years something growing inside me, a feeling towards It.

The day comes, a transport ship comming, taking It. It promise to come back again soon, after everything is setteled there. "Please wait for me!" It said. And It gone...

The first week is hellish, I missed It so bad, I only sitting on the rock where It go. The next day hunger slap me, just because I gotta wait for It, doesn't mean I wait and stay still, so my life is go on...

I found a research facility, and learn how to farm, and also find a herd of cow in there. I come to that place everyday, to learn a lot of thing, to channel my mind from the agony of waiting, but I never forget It. I play my guitar every afternoon, and broadcast it through the radio wave, hoping that I can reach It. I found the feeling that grow inside me is Love, and I keep telling Her if I Love her in my song, how much I missed her, how much I want to running around together, how much I want to hug Her tight and never let Her go again, everyday is a new piece, now, I'm in the 1800th piece.

Another day breaks, the sun cover my face with it's warm energizing ray, when I'm about to sit down from my sleep I can't, something tangling on my body. It's an arm, holding me so tight, it's an arm that I would never forget. Then I turn my body over, to find It... Her... Beside me... Not changing much, but she got scar on her left eye... "Good Morning!" She said with her bright smile... My heart skip a beat...

0939 The Omega and Alpha

Morale: Change cannot be forced

Background : ?XXX? Years after an alien Invasion

Character: Alpha The last human(?) on earth...

Finally, this cryo-Pod is opening, it's been... euh... I don't know how to say it, but it's more than zillion days ago they put me in this Cryo-Pod. "Earth belong to the Human" she said. Well, it was, until an alien race with a mouthfull to fed coming here. They're coming flying like a black locust, and eat anything on their way and leave, that's what the marshall of Mars Colony said, followed by chomp...nom... nom... nom...
Enough with the past, I hope they're right about they eat and leave, if not, I'm fucked! First thing first, I gotta open the "Genesis Vault", that's what the instruction book said, followed by "Create Life!" ended by "Good Luck!". Yeah, Luck is the best thing ever you can have, but so what!

The Vault containing 4 giant bubble gum ball vending machine like, each filled with a palm sized ball with different color & label. Blue for water, Brown for Earth, Green for Air, and Red for Fire. And one gigantic billboard says "COMBINE!!!"
Like it said, I take the fire and earth ball, and I combine them in my palm, resulting a new ball tagged "Lava", then water and fire resulting Alcohol, air and water resulting steam, air and earth resulting dust, earth and water resulting swamp, air and fire resulting ENERGY!!! and on, and on, and on...
Now I'm outside of the Facility, only to see a barren painted in grey, ruble and ashes, dried river, not even a single skeleton exist, the sky look pale, not sure if it's day or night. Just in a slight second I understand my quest, "Genesis"
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Then he start terraforming, found out the sun is weakening, he made his own sun by combining Chariot and Sky. Then he found the secret of life by combining Swamp and Energy, yea, sometimes the result is hard to understand...
then come the life form, bacteria, plankton, algae, fish, bird, dinosaur, and on and on, and finally... Human... I found Man by Combining Beast with Life, while Woman from Diamond abd Flower, again, the outcome I never thought of.
Then they start their own society, I live among them, teach them using the "Genesis Ball", they create tools abd houses, I pleased very much. Until a Man find weaponary, and kill another man, the weaponary recipe spread, and war wages. Just in a blink of an eye, the world I just created gone, my zillion years of work, reseted back to what it was left by the friggin alien!!! I am devastated, questioned, why??? why is this happening??? It said Genesis, it should be like the society I had, stable... In my deep mourn, the god slap me in the face and said "Let them grow on their own, the secret of Genesis is way too powerful a newly built society, let them learn, you just sit and watch..."

2233 The Life of Post Apocalyptic Death

Morale: Do What You Love, Not Love what you do!

Background: 35 Years after the Mass Nuke Launch

Plot:
35 Years ago, is the bussiest time for the Death, billions of life gone in a blink of eye, when the evil plot to launch the whole Nuclear Warhead ever exist is succeeded.
several human lucky enough to survive the day, by several I mean just a man and a woman. They were putting supplies in their zombie apocalypse shelter, but turn out having nuke apocalypse instead. They have 100 years worth of food, water, cloth, and medicine supply.
At the 10 A.N.(after nuked), a baby girl born. But the mom died at the 5th month after she give birth. the father died at the year of 25 A.N. Only leave one more soul to reap.
Eva, the last living thing on earth. This is gonna be the last task for the Death, but he never know what to do after everything is gone. So he take his time watching this girl, just to realize if he is falling in love with her...

0203 Mom?

Honesty, I forgot how my Mom voice right now after seperated for 3+ months, but I'd know it if she's knocking the door and say "Bim, please open the door!". But then I doubt it myself if that's my Mom's voice, because I just talked to her earlier this evening in the Facebook, and the location said Gwangju-si, South Korea...

"Bang... Bang... Bang..." "Bim please open the door!" she's still banging outside right now... Should I open it?

0841 Small Thing That Make You Special

What makes you feel special? Winning Olympic? Graduated? Become Employee of the Month? Yes it does, ya? But there are also a tiny miny bitsy thing that can make you feel special... It's when your Crush say "Good Morning!" first...

It's the best thing you can have to start a morning!!! WHAT A BLAST!!! Woo hoooooooo... yeah!!!