I was thinking that, is there no movie or anything without any cuties(I mean, cute girl/lady/woman/female) in it? Like Movies, 9gag posts, or even stupid flash games??? It's like they're everywhere, infatuate me, then break it away, leave me with nothing but hope...
Here we go again, the state I'm having(Suffering?), the feeling of being denied... Again... by this N... Well, thanks to my stupidity for keeping the imagination, the illusion if she's still want me. THANKS BRAIN! FUCK YOU!
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So, the state is like, "Oh... a pretty lady!" Then suddenly a *Thump* coming, realizing I can only see and can't "touch" it, and be like "Fuck this shit, why are you should showing up anyway!? What the fuck do you want? Playing around with me!? Go play with your own fucking boobs!!!".
This funny shit making me feel uncomfortable with the female presence, whether in direct approach or indirect approach like this. Funny huh? Well, IF! I hate female is that makes I like male the way I liked female??? NO, OF COURSE NO!!! HELL NO!!!
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I hope I can get back to Nacchan again, and help me with this feeling, though I feel not right, she have his own "toy" to play around, and I'm just her boss(kind of). Or, I just left it rotting inside for a while, hoping it will magically disappear like it always do, alas it gonna need therapy, spending time and money... fuk!
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And I'd be like... WHO THE FUCK CARE WITH THIS!? WHO!? IDGAS!!! I just feel like want to write it anyway... Rubbish need to be put away in the correct place, right?
*Throw
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