I lost the reason of my existence, many years ago, but then I found it when I had this Devil as my girlfriend, then I lost it again, we broke up many years ago so.. SKIP!
Life is a quest, yea people often stood on that, so they have targets to achieve, studying, working, earning money, get married, fucking, have kids, or just fucking... Our for some they have a quest to be the best at something, sports, science, politics, or blah blah blah...
But for me, none of them appealing, though I'm still thinking about getting married to a lady I love, but hey! People story tells it's overrated... Sigh...
it doesn't mean nothing is appealing for me... Being a hero, an exalted hero is a life I want to be. To be able help people, and carve smile to their face. So say it again, I need the money to save the day? basically yes! But I'd like to say no! Gee, Between all the random skill I have, collecting money(in orthodox way) is the last thing I found it appealing! Sigh...
I had enough with this life I had, I'm thinking to go on a journey, going somewhere random, being lead by the wind, just my backpack and me, writing journal and stuff.
I just... Want to be something, or nothing at all, I'm a broken being in this universe and timeline, I just want to walk... Listening to music and writing...
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